Thursday, June 30, 2005
Boredom driving me nuts
Ok, I'm bored. And when I am bored I do silly things.
Guess what.. ? You know what I'll do. .?
I will carry out a reserch to find out the dark dark side of human nature, rather a guy's humane nature.... ;)
How do I do it? Simple... See below>>
1). Used a nick 'lalagirl' to enter irc #xxx
results... 1 2 ... 3...4....5 ....10guys message me within 30 seconds.
16... within a minute.. ok.
2). Reply them. * Caution * This is done after about 3 minutes. Else they'll know they are being cuckooed.
5 mins into the survey. 25 cuckadoos volunteered for tonights survey..
Okay, conclusion irc is a dangerous place. at least the channel xxx is..
Here are some interesting replies>>>
hiya.
*m21 li**s lalagirl around..
...
hehe
mind have a chat? =)
Some really desperate ones..
any gals wanna see mi mas in cam now.. ya now.. 21/m
care to chat
i got cam
hi
no cam
i got cam
care to chat in msn
wats ur add. i add u now
in sn..
care to chat in msn
wats ur add. i add u now
i add u now.. wats ur add in msn..
u ther
pls reply
u busy
u htere?
xxx chat?
u there?
i am naked with a ER**T*D D*CK
zzzzzzz
??
Some couldnt wait to ask me tons tons tons of qns qns qns..
hi there
a v gd evening to u
had ur dinner/supper?
so how's ur day been?
care 4 a chat?
asl pls?
i'm 24/m/sg here
sorry for the questions bombarement
so many.. haha
sori la
asl pls?
so u like to do naughty stuff n all?
so had xxx b4?
intro leh?
hi there... wanna see me mas***** on webcam?
er..
no thx
some offered cash...
wanna get f**ked by me real hard for $500 cash now?
hi
no thx
:)
bj?
Okay, I'm going to stop my fun.. After 10 minutes and 40 different replies... I think i better stop.
I'm sorry if I offend anyone by doing this. Hahaha but really.. I dunno what to say sometimes... . . I hope i censor enough... yeeps
roar! - 12:10 AM
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Funny, I cant seem to post any pictures at the moment. Snapped some pictures of a rainbow very near my house this morning. Will post it asap. ;)
roar! - 5:05 PM
Building a bridge on the PIE now!??!
Ok, there's a mammoth tank planted in the middle of the PIE now... Lemme see I think it has about 20 wheels.. I think they are going to place the basic foundation for the new overhead bridge which will link us to the other side of the expressway which has a new condominium under construction now.. As I am typing here, the 'tank' is emitting strange noises, the noises unsurprisingly reminds me of a mamooth sneezing, since there are no mammoths currently,I shall take it as an elephant sneezing..
Hmmm, I thought there was something amiss about tonight. Something to do with the temperature or other stuff. Little did I realise that there werent any vehicles on the PIE. Hahaha.. I have become so accustomed to the constant sound of vehicles passing by the PIE that the night being too quiet makes me uncomfortable. What to do.. This is life, changes are everywhere and sometimes we just have to face it.. Yes/no? Now there are 3 monsters down there.. Noooooooooooooooooooooo
roar! - 12:24 AM
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
Hey!!
I'm back after lets see.. about 4 days? Some significant occurances which happened.
1) My dad bought a new parrot, which is of the same species as the previous one. WE call him Gilbert now. I think is a female. Haha actually quite tame.. and it lets me touch it.. *beams*
2) Caught a few episodes of superstar. Quite entertaining.
3) In the midst of finding jobs with no avail.
Hmmss.. And a few others which I dont wish to put. Not appropriate.. Will ponder over it though.
Till then.. =)
roar! - 1:53 PM
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Thursday, June 23, 2005
Bad day
Except for catching the movie "Batman begins" today's rather a bad day for me.. For those who havent watch it,catch it soon ya? Is a good movie.
After watching, had lunch with my gf at tampines foodcourt. Actually I was feeling okay then. But after eating I felt a bit funny, something seems outta place. Well I just shrugged it off. However I received an sms from my sister. And I was rather shock at what was written in it. My sister said that Wilbert has drowned in the sea at ECP.. My dad apparently brought it there to take it for a 'walk'. I shook me awhile and I was in a dazed for the noon. For those of you who dosent know, Wilbert=our parrot. I think recently he just turned 1 yr old. Apparently he flew towards the sea upon seeing the open and vast skies in front of him.. However his wings were clipped. Hence he could not fly that well. That is when he flew till he was of no more strength and dipped into the sea.
I tried not to let it affect me, but upon seeing the faces of my mum and my sister I couldnt help feeling down again..
roar! - 7:06 PM
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Partial View of ECP 
roar! - 9:42 AM
View from Bedok Jetty
roar! - 9:41 AM
Sandcastles II
roar! - 9:40 AM
Cycled to ECP
Sandcastles1
Cycled to ECP on monday again. Felt rather bored so decided to cycle there to breath in some fresh air. Stopped at katong area to pick some leaves for my fighting fish at home. There werent too many people at ECP considering it was a monday evening. Bought a cuppa tea to relax at bedok jetty. Was enjoying myself when I heard a commotion and some malay guys kept looking down into the sea. Actually at first I wasnt curious, but because of the recent Kallang murder case I started to look down as well and saw................... Chey a westerner swimming in the sea towards the beach.. The malay guys were apparently having some fun as well. Taking turns to dive into the sea. lol After about 30 minutes, I procceeded home. Do I have to say my nose acted up on me again. Grrrrrr Caught a cold I guess..
roar! - 9:40 AM
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Monday, June 20, 2005
Tiring/fun day
Played soccer in the morning as always. It was rather fun. lol.. *thinking*
Met Am and Em over at her house to help carry bbq stuffs over to sentosa cos celebrating ne's 21st birthday mahz. I have to say. The things were rather heavy..*Collapse*.. Took a cab to sentosa and carried all the stuff around Palawan beach looking like a mad man with 2 xiao char bors.. And while we were walking we were speculating whether we could actually BBQ there!! haha..
Oh yes, and the main character havent arrive. As there was a plan to surprise her. Sh and me went over the Carlsberg Tower to help guard the clue from being taken away by other people.. Well presumely they are suppose to go on a 'Treasure Hunt' and the end result is to be lead to 2 yandaos and chiobus preparing the BBQ at Palawan Beach la. Sooo Sh and me went on a 'hike' up to Calsberg Tower. Nearly fainted and we sweat buckets. Haha but it was fun la :)
BBQed in darkness. Sh and me did the BBQ mostly..And cos there wasnt any light.. We agar agar the timing lor. So turn out... the
hotdog - 40% Zhao tar,
Chicken - 20% zhao Tar, 30% not cooked, 50% cooked.
Otah - The worst.. 60% not cooked, 20 % the skin kena burnt off.
Satay - The best.. 90% cooked. lol
After eating, being grown ups as we all are.. We started throwing the firecraker thingy all over the place.. *fainted*
Haha, fun and fulfilling day in all.. And Happy 21st for NE!
As I was sweaty and stinking and my shirt smelled of burnt chicken wings. I asked a favour from my friend to fetched me on his bike. So I treated him dinner to repay him. Haha.
Ok. I'm going for a foot massage..no..w....
roar! - 12:04 AM
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
Oh,ya he won me 3 rounds outta 4 in billiards. He's good. He'll be my sparring partner. haha..
roar! - 12:04 AM
Overview of what we ordered - Some dumplings, and of course xiao long bao, spicy n sour la mian and lastly my favourite sweet and sour pork!! Filling and delicious..
roar! - 12:00 AM
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
Sweet and sour chicken.. $9.50 for this.. But it was... Ohhhhhhhhhhh ya baby..
roar! - 11:57 PM
Out with an old friend
Chinese Tea first..
roar! - 11:56 PM
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Friday, June 17, 2005
The other side. =)
roar! - 1:25 PM
Here's the pic.. I cant resist the wait la.. Went to buy this morning le. lol
roar! - 1:24 PM
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
Fighting fish
Saw some fighting fish for sale at Katong area. Whoo looks good man. Especially the crown something something one. which costs $25. Gaspzz.. But looks really nice and fierce.. I have the sudden urge to buy it. But I must consider for sometime first. The ease of keeping one and the low maintenance really is tempting... I'll post some pictures if I do buy it. Haha..
-| Watch this space |-
roar! - 11:30 PM
Hooray
Yes, I woke up at 0845 and jogged for 2.7km just now. Great.. =)
roar! - 9:50 AM
subjects??
Hello, I'm back world.
The window is now open to choose subjects for the next school term. I chose MM, CF, ESAP, ICP. Hmmm, as for MSM I'm still in 2 minds whether to pick it. Depends on my results for yr 2 bahz. I may need it to score well. However, based on this yr's MSM paper.. Seems like is no longer a stroll in the park liao. Examiner seems to have changed the standard of the paper and our lecturer might be a bit blur for the next year. Hence I would definitely choose MM over MSM if is between these..
Other urgent matters such as the lack of financial support deeply troubles me.. Seems like my savings is depleting fast really fast.... And I cant always ask $$ from parents right.. Sooo I'll call up my old workplace this coming friday. Is time to earn some $$$... Maybe I'll try something new this holidays.. Fun..
Lets see.. I've got about 38 vcds to finish watching a few games to complete.. I'm so drained.. This is worse than school term.. Fainted
roar! - 1:12 AM
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
Ahhhh, home sweet home.. After a long tiring day shopping yeeeps.
I cant imagine I actually enjoyed shopping over there.. But the things are so cheap cheap cheap. Another reason probably is that I bought some DVDs in,.. LOL + a green sweat which costs about $25.. Whoo Ok. I go test my dvds.. hehe
roar! - 7:29 PM
There, me being mysterious here.
roar! - 7:29 PM
Took a rest in starbucks.. Very tried by then. On the verge of collasping.. + my nose is acting up again..
roar! - 7:28 PM
BUTIK - sounds like Boutique. Every stall in the shopping center has this word.
roar! - 7:27 PM
Pancakes!! They look delicious! But a bit unhealthy though. Putting lotsa sugar and butter on it.
roar! - 7:24 PM
ERmz.. Forgot what this stall selling.
roar! - 7:24 PM
Roadside stall selling chwee kueh.
roar! - 7:23 PM
Frogs for sale from the wet market in johor.
roar! - 7:23 PM
Stopped at this resturant for a simple bowl of noodles and soup.. Noodle was okay only though and not much ingredient inside..
roar! - 7:22 PM
View taken from Car
roar! - 7:21 PM
Johor here I comeeee!!
Went over to SengKang to meet my gf, her mum and another auntie. Was nearly late.. Whooo. Luckily for me they were quite kind and forgiving. The aunt drove like mad.. Car was almost flying.. Queue was okay at the checkpoint. Hello Malaysia!
roar! - 7:21 PM
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Friday, June 10, 2005
Taken @ sentosa, before going to kayak with fg. Is freaking hoooot.. Nothing much happened today. Except that went to the airport to fetch my elder sister home.. After that rushed over to sentosa to play with the sand and build sandcastle. and of course kayaking..lol
roar! - 8:11 PM
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
Jobs and such
Most people have already gotten jobs, or are seriously looking for one right now.. While I am at home watching shows, going out to play and spending money like water. Is not that I do not know the value of money, trust me, for I know I do. Money can do great things, sometimes evil things. Sometimes, when a guy gets too much money on his hands, things often get outta hand as they do not have an outlet to spend it quickly enough.
Hai, enough of money and stuff. I'll get a job soon enough, maybe after 2 weeks or maybe even a couple of days later. Depends on my mood. And I'll probably choose a non-conventional job, preferable non-office job where I can have fun and earn money at the same time. Sometimes I get the chills just thinking of what the future holds for me. Will I be waking up every morning to go to work from 9-5..? When can I get a car.. What age will I marry... hmmm how about..how many kids will I have..? Haha.
Worries aplenty, but there are many other things for me to do now.. Hmmms, cant help feeling a bit pessimistic here.
I'm going to jog later in the morning, hence to bed I'll be going now..
Nightz and sleep tight people, whoever you are.
roar! - 1:06 AM
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
pain pain
For those who are interested...
I swam in the morning.. Watched madascasgar...madacasgar??aiyah watever.. in the noon.. And just return from my biking.. Heard some exciting stories from my friend. Argh, quite tired right now.. Go bath and have my dinner le.
roar! - 8:35 PM
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Monday, June 06, 2005
Lets see
Went to tampines gym at about 4+ today. Was aghast at the fact that it was overcrowded inside. Mostly kids about 14-18.. I can understand for those who are below 16, cause secondary school having holidays. But there were also lotsa poly students there. dont they have school?? Omg.. I feel a bit cramp exercising there and then, and I havent got any rythem going as yet~~. Now my ams and legs ache. Ok, I shall go lie on the bed and watch my initial D.
Ciaoz
roar! - 9:04 PM
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
Touching story
When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom. This was the scene of ten years ago. The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money.
When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes. Then Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, "Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls."
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said," You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company." Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon.
Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment. One day I said to her in a slight joking way, "Suppose we divorce, what will you do?" She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that 'divorce' was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, "He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together." I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. "I've got something to tell you," I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. "I want to divorce." I raised a serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, "why?" "I'm serious."
I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, "You are not a man!" At that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.
The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer. A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?" This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, "I remember" "You carried me in your arms", she continued, "So, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning." I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. "No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce," she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, "Daddy is holding Mummy in his arms." His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, "Let us start from today, don't tell our son."
I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there." On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer. On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded.
The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, "It seems not difficult to carry you now." She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, "All my dresses have grown fatter."
I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. "Dad, it's time to carry Mum out." He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.
I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school.
She said, "Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old." I held her tightly and said, "Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy." I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision.
I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious." She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. "You got no fever." She said. I moved her hand off my head. "Sorry, Dew," I said, "I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you."
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife, which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, "I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."
My gf let me read this story from someone's blog. Since it is not original, I copied and paste this here to share this with everyone. :)
Upon reading this, my gf asked me "we wont be like this next time hor?"
I answered " Ya we wont :)"
I am sure most girls would want their respective boyfriends to give this answer right. Although we never know what holds in the future, guys shdnt be too practical sometimes...I think.
roar! - 12:39 PM
breakfast?
Baked rice - some baked rice my gf made today . I'll vet it next time round... Haha looks delicious though... =)~ Hai I'm becoming spoilt liao.
roar! - 12:27 PM
Yeeps I cant control myself
Ever since the exam ended on last wednesday. I've been popping vcds after vcds, episodes of Initial D after episodes into my xbox. Ohh watching it in surround sound sure is blissful. And I'm intending to catch a episode of h's fruits basket and DN Angel also.. Help her to test whether cd working mah. Wait she complain how.. Must provide the BEST service.. to retain and grow customer base mah. $#^@$ no more marketing!!! * Knocks my own head * AHHhhHhH Very hard to delete irrelevent data away from stored memory.. OH NO!! CBIS!!! Aaaaa.. Ok I am sure I'll forget about all the mundane stuff after a few more days.. Ok I go watch DNAngel.. The girl looks quite cute on the cover. And I have a feeling that is about Jap students with short skirts.. ok.. I go watch...ooooowhheee
roar! - 12:51 AM
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Friday, June 03, 2005
My Vcds arrived!! left column is h's DNangel and Fruits Basket, the right column is Howls moving castle and Initial D.
roar! - 4:11 PM
Couch potato
My Girl
Caught My Girl and the 1st 2 episodes of Band Of Brothers today. Now this is life. No need to mug over some stupid notes, bargaining theory la, wat 4Ps la. All these can kiss my ass now. pui
I'm considering whether to buy the Wu Xia "Jue Dai Shuang Qiao" whole series anot le.. For $59.90. Dunno whether is worth it.. And I have a strange feeling that it is coming out on Channel U soon. Anyone can update me on that? haha
roar! - 1:27 PM
Watched the first 2 episodes
roar! - 1:26 PM
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