Sunday, July 31, 2005
girls girls girls~~! boys boys boys~!
hmmm, some people believe that there is no such thing as a truly purely platonic relationship between a guy and a girl. Often when you see xxx guy and yyy girl walking together, going out together, doing stuff together often, most probably, most definitely one will presume that "hmmmss, I think xxx interested in yyy." or, ohh, i think
"yyy is giving xxx a chance there to get close to her."
Haha, why cant a truly platonic relationship exist huh.. So funny. Maybe maayybe both party start out by having the mindset that they are just friends, but after spending more time together, things often change... Either they like each other more or they start to hate each other after finding out the bad points of the other party. hahaha.
Hmmm.. Then how do you classify a platonic relationship as? There, I look up the dictonary on this one. Platonic means " FRIENDLY BUT NOT INVOLVING SEX " . So I would think that hugs would be okay? what about kissing? Hmmm might be overstepping the mark.. hmmm.. What if a couple being attached but there's no sex involved? Is it classified as a platonic relationship too? So many questions, so little answers... But if hugs are involved, will feelings develop? We're warm blooded arent we? So many questions, so little answers...
I do believe platonic relationships do exist.. It really only depends on the 2 people involved. If they are comfortable with how things are, they are. All things happen naturally, just go with the flow and follow your heart even if sometimes difficult decisions have to be made. Why the fuck does one need to care about social norms and acceptance. It dosent matter if you wanna have a dick today or maybe you wanna have breasts tomorrow, it really dosent matter if you choose him/her over someone else.. All that matters is that your well-being is tranquil and the rest comes naturally..
roar! - 11:01 PM
dvds
Sin city totally kicks ass.. period
roar! - 2:05 AM
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Friday, July 29, 2005
Signed, sealed.
Went down to Tanjong pagar. Signed terms and conditions. Accepted the job. Will be at Traffic police headquaters. 5 working days per week. But for 2 weeks only, subjected to extension la. Well, better than nothing, earn some money first. Cos I am freaking broke right now. Hmmm, police headquaters, do I have to remove my studs...? haha
On another note, for girls who are reading this. Please do not let vanity cloud your judgement and anyhow eat and pick supplements off the shelves even if they are well - known and used by alot of people. Supplements that are suitable for others might not be suitable for you. Allergies can occur. My gf just recovered from a bout of rashes after consulting with a skin specialist in orchard. Seems like she was allergic to some of the chemical or substance in the supplement. Rashes took 2 weeks to heal, + blood test must be done to ensure the kidneys and other vital organs are not affected. Is not something that anyone wants to go through. People can actually die from allergies, you can read Home section page 1 of today's papers. So think twice before taking supplements, always use the au natural way of exercising, not only will you slim down, you could also release stress and you will actually feel better after exercising. Sometimes, you can also attract more guys by being active and actively seeking what you want, instead of cutting corners and taking short cuts. hahahaha. Being different from the mass is always attractive..
On a side note, I seriously think botox makes the face looks unnatural and tight. yucks....
For those working also must take some time to exercise la, I know most of us wanna go home and sleep after a long day at work, but besides sitting on your butt the whole day you wanna go home and eat then sleep liao meh? Very soon your butt will expand by 5 cm i tell u. =P
pot 4 blacks, 3 blues, about 20 reds maybe a few yellow
roar! - 11:28 PM
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
2nd rush
Called up some agencies this morning. Is my last chance to turn down the toy and sales job altogether. Went through classified section as well.
As usual, headed down to the agency to fill some stupid forms. After which shoot some billiards again. On the way though, my handphone rang and VOILA is a call from ubi driving center, saying that I could work as a data checker there. Although is only for 2 weeks, but better than nothing. Agreed to it immediately. There, my mood became better from then on. haha.
Met y at PS for dinner, saw 2 familiar faces from School today and one commented on me la. Thank u ah sh. Hahahaha, having secret liasions again ahh... =X
Will be heading down to tanjong pagar tomorrow morning. Best of luck to me..
roar! - 11:50 PM
tmd
Remember the 'warehouse' job in the previous post. Tmd. Is a scam. They are actually doing sales, doing push selling to uncles and aunties at hawker centers. Seriously, I knew something was bad the moment I saw them coming outta the office, bags in tow and the attire they wear. I think I have covered about 6 hawker centers thrice for each yesterday and pitched 200 people. Of course not by myself la, I was with my supervisor. The pay is actually quite attractive to make up for the disadvantages of the job, but I seriously feel like turning it down. 6 days week and working a full saturday, a bit no life like that. Oh, also if you sweat rather easily, this job definitely is not suitable for you, cos you have to walk under the hot sun from hawker to hawker, talk non-stop and also have to demonstrate the product..
I think I carry on sending resumes..
roar! - 8:34 AM
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
SMiless
Started off the day by sending 2 resumes out. One of them a warehouse assistant, the other a filing clerk at Kaki Bukit, which is near my house. Have to go down for interview at 3pm. Location Geylang.. Whooo lotsa nice food over there. Quite fast and efficient, filled form, interviewed and was told to report there at 9am the following day.. kwel kwel. Everything was ok except for the secretary that attended to us, looks bored to death in that office of hers.. Yucks.. Fg came over to accompany me, thanks dude.
Coffee at coffee bean, they have a new coffee, banana flavoured something.. dont try it. it sucks.. Felt like though I was drinking 10 bananas down at one go.... Was lazing around when suddenly..... I felt.. something.. Someone was looking at me..!! I turned and sure enough a girl was looking at me from the next table. I think she is from london. Her mother attracted my attention first actually.. Cute gal, kept smiling. I took a picture of her. Will post it soon. HAHaha.
Raffles place at 1900hrs. I think human traffic should be about 5000 +++.. Scary...
I need cold hard cash cash cash..
Oh... I just send the picture of the girl over... Here she is..
roar! - 12:08 AM
I never knew that a girl would look over to me and smile at me, you made my day baby.. lol
Well is still a girl.. Theoretically, I am still correct.. Rather fat cheeks eh.. Come kor kor pinch your cheeeeksss. *hmmmmmssss* Rather friendly people.. :)
roar! - 12:05 AM
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Monday, July 25, 2005
Back to work...
Currently sending out resumes.. I dont care. Anyhow send liao. Calling toy 'R' us now.. Put me on hold for 1 minute and let me listen to the toy 'r' us theme song.. ahhhhhh... Killing me loudly...... ahhhhhh...
Today my nose's like a leaking tap. Freaking weak... I need to toughen up.. Might be the hokkien mee I ate last saturday.. Made my body hot.. My colleague offered me another explaination.. He asked me whether I got *censored censored*. Always offering unconventional explainations for common illness.. Very nice..
roar! - 6:56 PM
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
Friday night
Watched Fantastic 4 yesterday. 5 people when into space or something likkke that to research on soemthing something. Those cheem cheem terms la. Din bother to take note. Anyway, plot predictable. Something which was deemed not to happen in another 2,3,4 hours suddenly happen in 9 mins and counting down. ya, so everyone of them got affected by the storm. Their DNA's got cranky and started to mutate and bla bla la. This gave them their superhuman powers. Mr on fire, mr anything can stretch imagine him having sex.. hur hur? lol, Ms invisible, er imagine her having sex also.. lol, MR rockman, and metallica. From thence on, the plot unfolds and the story continues. You can watch it, dont wanna spoil any fun here. But for me.. I will give it 3.5 popcorns outta 5. .......
But for Ms invisible i'll give her 4 condoms outta 5. wait.... shdnt i be keeping the condoms? k.. will keep 5 then.. lol
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okay, other stuff.. I saw Mdm m.. on thurs, even though she got posted to another camp. I had to despatch some stuffs to the airbases mah.. Haha fated fated. Went into the office with another guy. At first she din acknowledge me. Wahh haha she always like that one. After awhile then she acknowledge lah. Ok la, talk awhile only then gotta go le.. Haha she havent changed much.
Hmmms.. I guess most of us arent satisfied with many things. Whether is the nose, hair, eyes, weight etc etc. And we sort to change it. Of course those that cannot change then bo bian, go plastic surgery lah. But those that are within control you can sort to change it for the better. Like for me.. last time I see mystomach like a bit ugly, no shape. So I did crunches every night lor.. If someones overweight, then go diet lor. But results dont come that fast, you need to be consistent mah. doing it every night... ooops sounds like sex... anyway.. then after a few months then got results one. So for those people out there who's trying to lose weight or get abs, or going to the gym or etc etc. Perservere k? Anyway for girls... If you are slim already dont go on diet la.. k? really. I know you all like to be as thin and as bonny... to have that model model look. But I think having a bit of flesh is very nice also.. Something like invisible woman la.. whooooooo... ..
Anyway I got another ear stud... cut my hair.. which I freakingly hate.. Besides that I am waiting for my results for my examinations and trying to earn a bit of cash. What have you been doing? ;)
roar! - 9:39 AM
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Call to make my day
Ms K " Hey Justin, have you called Mdm M already?"
Me " Havent leh mdm, I scared she went off le."
Ms K " Call lah, she'll be very happy."
Me " Hmm, ok lor. I call her now."
** Actually, I had 2nd thoughts of calling her. Mdm M was my direct supervisor during my time in the airforce. She was a good mdm, offering sound advice, chit chatting. However, on my last day of work, I left the office without even saying a goodbye to her, not even knocking on her door to tell her I was leaving. Felt bad till today. All because of some stupid ippt stuff that I got fed up with some people. Spend 2 yrs of working relationship with her without even bidding a farewell. Well well how petty I was.**
Finally I decided to call.
*phone rang twice before she picked up and I heard the familiar voice of her's. Very professional in answering the call with a customary greeting. However the voice sounded a tad weaker and softer than the past*
Me " Hey, Mdm!! Is justin ahh. Long time no see!"
From then on, chatted on the phone for about 25 minutes, a tad after office hours. Seems like only yesterday that I have orded and collected my pink IC. Memories were still fresh.
*Ending of conversation*
Mdm M " Justin thank you for calling."
Me " Mdm, shi ying gai de." :)
Hai, felt a sense of relief, a tinge of happiness upon putting down the phone. Really felt bad till today, haha, but guess mdm din take it to heart. I take relationships seriously, whether working etc etc. And I always try to be tactful and responsible.
Well, felt really great that I managed to talk to her after almost 2 years now.
This post is dedicated to mdm m who sheltered me from arrows, blanjah me breakfast sometimes and the care and concern she had shown to me.
Hope is not too late. :)
roar! - 10:58 PM
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Ippt on friday and polls and urinals
Okay, I will be taking my ippt this coming friday at 0715hrs! Is really too fucking early for me. SIM too good to me le. Lectures can anyhow skip, wake up late at about 0700+ +. Trust me, this is considered late as to 0545hrs!! wah lao. Birds havent start chirping my handphone alarm go off liao.. pui!
Okay, been reading 8 days yesterday night and they have a rather interesting article on polls amoungst mediacorp colleagues. Topics include
"Whose bum's the most perky" HAhahaha. ACtually I have thought of a more interesting line. 8 days copy sure sell +10000 more. Title would be....
"Whose breasts is the perkieST!!" Wah, i tell u all the hum sup men will rush to buy a copy of the 8 days. Another option would be also to put>>> " Pictures included!! no bluff!!!" on the front page.
Hai, then while reading.. I started to imagine upon what if the polls etc the same questions were post to the people i know in SIM.. hmmmssssss So I started to fix some people to the polls. lol too sensitive. cannot type here.
And then there will always be one article which is writen by a v v v hum sup gentleman. This week the article is on subjects such as 'poles' , 'balls' , female masturbation' Wah.... too much this article.. Made me waste 10 minutes reading it. hahaha .
Went back to camp this week. Saw my commander.. BG something something... soooo I thought of saying hi to him. But venue inappropriate. Cos he was urinating when I saw him la.. Thought of saying hi... But the image of him turning immediately with his brother sticking out of his fly upon the excitement of seeing me discouraged me. The sight of a general exposing his dick to me really disgusted me..(in fact, i am thinking of the image upon typing this) Sooo i sneek into the cubicle to do my own business. Chance wasted to say hi. haha.
5 farts and 3 squeezes
roar! - 7:53 PM
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
Work at toy 'r' rus
Started work at toy 'r' rus yesterday. full shift. from 10am-10pm... whooo fucking tired man.. I was placed under the section of BIG M, which means big merchandise. Customers want bicycles we will have to assemble it, normally with allowance of 45 mins/bike one busy saturday can probably sell about 10 bicycles(which is very few), so if you are new, most of the bikes you have to fix by yourself la. practise mah. Bleahz. Besides that we also have to fix anything that is BIG. Which means BIG playhouses, engine powered cars. Big ticket must be intact as well and also POP. For full shift also have to clean up the place after 10pm. sweep, mop, wash toilet, flushing of merchandise, of course work is being divided la. Wahhh tiring day..
Luckily next week reservist, lemme consider whether wanna continue after that anot. hahaha.
Bye!
roar! - 11:27 AM
Gilbert and me
Thats the new bird my dad bought. After the last one drowned.. :)
roar! - 11:25 AM
Restuarant at Far east shopping center
Uncle preparing the dessert of the night~ Cherry Jubilee!
cherry jubilee. the dish itself
Thats my main course, pork chop grilled. Should have ordered steak. ARGH! But is still nice la.
Oppss.. Too much fire..fire fire,...
roar! - 11:20 AM
Food at Far east plaza
Food here okay only. haha
roar! - 11:18 AM
Food here is okay only. haha
roar! - 11:14 AM
Supper
Fried carrot cake at Bedok Corner
Hokkien Mee at Bedok Corner, instead of using the normal chilli for this hokkien mee I think they use a special blended one, mee is also not too dry nor wet. Must try! =)
Finally, the place!!
roar! - 11:05 AM
Photo Masse!!
This is the rainbow that I have been telling you guys about.Caught it in is full glowry at about 0800am in the morning. =)
Another image =)
roar! - 10:58 AM
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Friday, July 15, 2005
Gradually...
Guess I am gradually feeling better as the days pass by. Got a call from Toy 'R' us yesterday saying. "Justin are you aware that you are supposed to work today?"
Naturally I replied that I will be on two days mc and that I have a mild fever. So supervisor told me to go back on saturday for a bloody full shift.!!! Argghh. please lor. I think I'll fall asleep on the job like that..
So what have I been doing? Sleeping a hell lot this few days. Maybe about 16 hours a day bahz. In which case I have also been following the NKF case with much interest since I've got nothing to do. lol T T Durai really is an evasive, articulate bugger hur.. Going round the bushes and answering questions thrown by Counsel Davinder Singh. Aiyah, actually every organisation will have her own dark alleys and dirty linen, is only a matter of keeping it in. It dosent really matter if its a public or private company, as long as it gets big and successful and with millions of reserves to spare, then its staff, CEOs or whoever with a big ass will tend to misuse the funds, capital.
NKF's purpose was actually to sue SPH for the defamotary article "Conspiracy ahead of time", but instead it placed itself under the public eye and was scrutinised thoroughly from golden taps to Fleet of 8 cars to T T Durai's own Benz. Haha blamed it on themselves lor.
Anyway now T T Durai has already step down and Mrs something has also stopped being a patron of NKF. I really hope the incoming CEO or whatever will manage the company with transparancy and they also have to rebuild the public's trust in them.
roar! - 10:11 AM
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
stock taking.....
Arrived at Forum at abt 5.45,met shafie there and proceeded to Toy 'R' us at the 3rd level. It is really quite big. Briefing starts, briefing again briefing again briefing again.... Fainted. Finally started actual work at 8pm. Actually we were told that stock taking might stretch till 6-8am the following morning. But after our mignight snack, which comprise of fried bee hoon, fried chicken wing and some drinks. We were told that we could leave! yipppeee. Especially since I'm not feeling well.. Major confusion followed, teams got mixed up, people wandered all over blah blah blah.
Finally shared cab with shaf and 2 other guys living in the east, cab fare of course is sponsered by the company.
REached home bath, took temperature, 37.7. Took 2 panadols and went to bed. ZzzZZZZZzZ
roar! - 10:12 AM
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
oh gawd..
Omg.. I am feeling a bit sick. Took my temperature just now and it read 37.5. hMmms and I have to work through the night later. I better get more sleep..
roar! - 10:10 AM
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
Onz for new balance!!
Ok, will be signing up for new balance run on the 28/8/2005. Y and her friend would be joining too. I hope there's enough time for me to conditon myself for the run man.. Started off well with a 3.5km run yesterday. Will be steadily increasing the distance covered and would do some cross training as well.. Is a good chance to get in shape i guess.
Yosssssssssh, all the way.
roar! - 1:04 PM
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
blurring identity
Guys are starting to wear make-up,
girls are trying so hard to look cool by scolding 'fuck, cheebye',
Guys are baring their 'chest' by wearing low cut shirts,
girls are trying to tan themselves to look 'golden',
Guys are having pedicures,
girls are trying to beat men at F1,
Guys sport long hair,
girls sport short spiky hair,
hubba hubba.. who cares?
Except for me maybe, came across a girl's blog. first sentence with a 'fuck', 2nd no... 3rd no.. 4th 'fuck', 5th 'fuck',sixth no... seventh no, eighth with a 'fuck' and many lors. Looked at her picture, was okaaay only. a bit cute la. But after reading her blog, I got completely turned off. Not much substance, only with lotsa fucks. . People may think that I only look at pretty girls or something like that, and have roving eyes, but I really get quickly turned off by a girl's attitude and character. Of course I'll be attracted by the looks first, but after looking at her character
and maybe observing her or maybe talking to her I'll probably judge her in a different light all together..
Err errr, who cares?
However, what a person might blog about might/might not reflect his/her social real self. Humans are complex after all. So I shall reserve my judgement to myself and shad it..
Hubba hubba.. nightzz.
roar! - 1:10 AM
1st day at toy 'R' rus!!
Met cliff and shaf at orchard at 0930am. 1st day to work, well so called lah, actually is only training to count the stocks. Training for what?
hmmms cauussse every toy R rus branch will be doing their mid year stock taking the next week. So we have to be trained to write alphabets nicely and neatly and to count from bottom to up, left to right, back to front so on and so forth. Training was okay, trainer, being a girl, helps though. lol. After about 3 hours, we were told that we could leave already. have to report back to paragon on monday. And then to another branch in orchard on tuesday, and we have to work through the night on tuesday. haha. Guess will be quite fun though, first time working through the whole night.. Wheee.. hehe.
Lunch was at PS with the guys. As we had some time to pass. We walked over to parklane to shoot some billiards for about 2 hours. Nothing much happened then except for someone spilling his tea. LOL.
Dinner at marina bay with gals n guys. Quite long din meet up le. So might as well eat eat talk talk. hh getting very loud.. next time I shall choose another place. :P
Geat fetch me back on his bike again. In order to repay him, I gave him a pair of my nike ankle socks. And promise to treat him to a meal next time.
He the man, he the man... :)
roar! - 12:08 AM
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005
knowing myself better? hmmms
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
roar! - 1:37 PM
Seems like everyones running
Just received an sms from my friend asking me to join a newbalance 10km run. He told me to ask my sister as well. Well well, since I have nothing going on now.. I might as well run ya? It would be on the 28/8/05... DAmn it. I havent been running for months. I hope I can finish the course. I'll ask my sister to join also.. my garang sister has apparently sign up for a full marathon in december this year..
Jeepers... yeeps.. She can treat this newbalance thingy as a training. I dunno why, my elder sister's providing me the impetus to sign up for a marathon too.. And I might just do it.. maybe next year..When I have more time to train. It would be quite an acheivement dont you say? hehe
Ok, guys or girls please gimme a notice if you want to run in the newbalance 10km as well ok? Must pay one k.
roar! - 10:57 AM
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Tuesday, July 05, 2005
My handphone's dead. It will cost $26 for a software upgrade, or $100+ for hardware replacement. Even if I choose not to do either. I will still have to pay $26. All because I did not bother to delete my 200++ messages stored in my inbox. Sheer disgust. yucks..
Pillioned on my friend's bike over to JB yesterday. At one point he was going faster then usual that I felt my heart was left behind on the road somewhere. >.<'' Accompanied him to top up some petrol and went to shoot some billards later. Bought some chewing gums as well.
Had family dinner on last saturday as well. We were at some russian resturant supposedly. But it was opened by a group of hainanese thoug. Haha. Mum and Dad were commenting on the average age of the waiters over there. I think average age's about 50. Snap some really nice pictures, but you will have to wait to see them cos surprise surprise, I havent quite figure out the 'hello' thingy yet. Ahhh I'm dieing to post some pictures.. :(
Have a good night, whoever's reading =)
roar! - 12:25 AM
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
Thoughts thoughts thoughts
Heyo, dear blog, I am back after watching Howls moving castle, some episodes of 'Jue dai shuang jiao' ,'Earthsea' and some rather fruitless, futile attempts of finding a temporary job. Time is running out for me nevertheless. With my reservist drawing near. After which I will have about a month of holidays left. I wonder if I can get a job for a month only? Hmmms I might have to try and pray hard. haha . Well in the meantime, I'll just try to keep myself occupied and try not to do anything silly.
Signed off.
roar! - 1:44 AM
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