my monstrous world

Saturday, August 06, 2005
A diary

My colleague pointed out a journal written by one of the nsfs on the computer to us today. The journal is titled " Missing you in my diary" Hmmms.. As work was okay today and my friend having already read a few entries or all of it.. We opened it and read the contents inside. This occured when his friends werent around and he happened to be on MC today. How lucky right. haha

There were about 30-40 folders in the file. Each representing a day that passes in which he wrote how much he misses 'her'. The contents were really mushy man and I could tell that what he wrote there really came from his heart. Hmmm I dunno whether he would mind us reading the journal actually, but he definitely did not make much effort to keep it away and to stuff it into some deep dark corner. I actually admire him for having the courage to actually write down such personal thoughts and stuff that if I actually wrote down my truest deepest feelings and thoughts I would have to lock it up in a safe. Haha.

Anyway I read till the 3rd day of the journal before more work came in. Well from the first few entries I presumed that he liked this girl alot alot, but I cant determine whether they are together..Well she was a temp staff like us also. However, according to W (who have read further ahead then me) told me that they broke up somewhere between the folders.

Hmmmss, sad eh? Well, unintentionally I got to know this guy better through reading the journal and I realise why he always had the aura of moodiness around him. Just wish him the best bah.

I feel that my life is gradually being oriented $$$. The people I meet nowadays always will try to sell me stuff, introduce me to more plans in making more $$$ which requires me to invest more $$$ and time time time. Somehow I am missing school a bit already.

roar! - 12:24 AM
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