my monstrous world

Sunday, October 30, 2005
girls that guys prefer.

Hmmm, what kinda girls do guys like best? Apparently the list is quite varied and subjective. Note : (I know some people may think that I surely dont mind any girl, just as long as her boobs are big. *taaaeee* Ladies and gentlemen, that's a completely false statement which I played along with to humour you only ...) But seriously, there are a few main types. Here's a rundown of the list.

Let U = set of females that turn guys on

1 . Oh, thats a sweet candy
Guys who prefer this group like their girl to have big dreamy eyes. Preferably to be petite and cute. Of course this type of girls very difficult to tackle lah. Lotsa guy friends hovering around her, waiting to pounce.. How??!! to xia shou....?? How? haha

2. Quiet, quiet, gentle girl
Preferably dosent know many guys, then demure demure, so that when a guy likes her, she's his. totally.

3. Friendly, outgoing, hands-on girl
Doing things that we guys do, fun-loving, outgoing, sporty. Livewire.

4. Wah piangz, sex BoMB

Guys who like this kind only like one thing. Sex

Eh, but standing by one side and admiring and looking is one thing, going after one is a different matter althogether. Alot of factors come into play, eg money, urself, intelligence, humour, mutual affection. so many, so complicating, ... that I'll rather take econometrics. Pukes..

roar! - 2:00 PM
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Monday, October 24, 2005
Visit from my far far farawya relatives

Today, I was about to take a nap in the noon when my mum stormed into my room.

"BOY! cannot sleep ah, mai mwee coming later." Presumely some term to address my auntie.

"Huh, who is mai mwee? I never seen her b4 right?"

"Ya, she's on a visit from China." Hainan Island to be precise.

I scrambled to the mirror.. and looked at myself. GEEZ I do look srcuffy and unpresentable. What if she brings her daughters along!! Ahhhh Dammit dont care.

So ya, she came with her sister and daughter whom have already married off to a Singaporean man already. Initially I heard them saying wanting to match-make me to her!!!!!!!!

AhhHhHhhhhH Goodness. I'll elope I'll elope...

After which they have left, I found out from my mum that mai mwee sterilise male cocks back in hainan Island. Mind you, cocks = Male chickens. Not the male reproductive system.

I never knew I still have relatives there, Hai, I think I still have to learn more about my roots..

To digress a bit, my mum remarked that upon extracting the 'sperm' out from the male cock you could fry it and eat, supposed to be delicious. hahahah. My Maid though disagreed saying that in Philipines they dont believe women should be eating that as that would make them infertile. My Mum muttered sorry. Lol

Match-making for me>!??!?! GheeeZzZzZ!

roar! - 12:26 AM
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Pictures of food from an Indian resturant!

Go on Boy, is a buffet.. EAT!!

My first dish.

2nd dish.... Quite full... Argh, burp burp.

HaiYA, cannot le.. Peng sang.. oooh...

roar! - 11:30 PM
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Sunday, October 16, 2005
days in pictures

New art display at Esplanade

The foodcourt at Wisma Atria has resumed business. Tons better than the previous one and much bigger. Food's also good. Go there try it some time! :)

roar! - 12:51 PM

Chinese chess

Chinese chess makes you feel stupid.. Havent slept in the bus in a long while.. Today's the first.. Oh man..

roar! - 1:08 AM
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Friday, October 14, 2005

_________________________________________ <--- Whats this? A line.

A line can be used for many purposes, it can be used for tying stuffs. Or it can be used to symbolise other things.

I . E . "You must know where to draw the line!"

The above can be also be regarded as a level uniform platform where all points are equal.
Equality, equality, equality is always preached in society.

roar! - 1:56 AM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Some esap thoughts

Had a fulfilling lesson of Esap today. Today's lecture was on Self, the awareness of oneself.. blablabla. And the me and I. Stuff like that. I dont wish to go through what the lecturer has taught. As if we havent had enough lecturing going on around here.

Sheessh just some thoughts.

Multiple self - An individual has multiple selves. In a nutshell, a person adjusts to the circumstances around him/her and plays different roles throughout his/her life. So that set me thinking for a moment. I'm I one complex individual with lotsa selves or am I of a simpler person?

I might not know myself as I thought I did. But I think I am gradually coming to grasp with my own unique personality, to potray an individual with more consistant social characteristics. I do not wish to be to erratic in my behaviour, but at the same time I wish that my feelings could be made known. I think that everyone has emotions and these emotions when strong enough might influence the self that we potray to society, is it not? Hence controlling ones emotion in a positive way would be beneficial to oneself and to people around you. I think it is a matter of channelling your emotions to the right source.

how about classifying subjects?

Do you see a negro or a fellow human being?
I see the later.

Do you see a crippled or a fellow human being?
I see the later.

So you are a perfect human species then?
Somemore qns.

Do you see Bimbo or a fellow human being?
I see the first. Because thats wat comes out of my mouth upon seeing her. And I think 'bimbo' can be classified as a subject? yes?

Do you see a chiobu or a fellow human being?
I see the first! Cause thats wat we guys say everytime upon seeing one. Can 'chiobu' be classified as a subject? I dunno. hahahha. But some girls feel like they are being labelled as pieces of meat that a butcher has hung up on display.

Superiority
How does one proves his/her superiority to others?

"hey, you really should be like me to succeed in life."
I might admire you, but sorry I am my own self.

Hanging out with lotsa pretty girl-friends and being the ultimate prince charming.
I'm sorry, we belong to different school of thoughts.

"I have Ferrari."
I have only bicycle. Nvm, I'll scratch your car to make myself feel better.

I believe that we live in a world of positive sum game, only in the world of material goods.

roar! - 12:46 AM
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Sunday, October 09, 2005
Running sirs/mdms?

My elder sister ran 28km just now. Sometimes I dont really know how she do it. Furthermore she's running by herself. Sigh... I am quite depressed that I have stopped running for sometime already. Maybe is time to change that.

Studying's going slow, well better than being stationary I guess.

I'm going to make myself some vodka now... Cya people.

Nothing interested to note so far.

roar! - 9:47 PM
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
stupid rT. U can kiss my arse

Yea, passed my RT. Stupid camp. Waste my %#$@ time.
Cya, PTIs. You can continue to live your sad life and look forward to your ord. hahahaha.

roar! - 9:38 PM
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Managed to sneak up to him to snap a close-up picture of him.

Fatty always sleeps in the middle of the covered shelter from the bus-stop to my house.

The first time I saw him there, I thought he was dead...... >.<''

He parks himself in the middle of the walkway and open his legs to sleep without a care in the world. I love himm! Same position, same place, same time. :D

roar! - 9:17 PM

Mama, look at that man!! *point point**

Was on my way home yesterday and as usual I boarded the feeder service bus to go home. Sat at the last row of the bus. After awhile a lady came and sit beside me. with another man following closely behind her. So far still ok. Listened to my ipod without a care in the world. When suddenly i noticed that the man standing in front of us, was dancing to the beat of Ricky Martin's 'She bangs' in slow motion.

Weirdness.

Okay... I thought that he was only teasing his gf who was beside me. Cos his ass was quite near her FACE!!.. and his feet were touching hers.. *sway sway sway...bend bend bend..*

Till the woman beside me gave him a not so gentle kick in the shoe.
O.K.A.Y They do not know each other. Like that I have to be more alert. What if got molest case? must be witness mah.

Soon.. Mr bended knees leaned forward.. and forward,.... Until he nearly kissed another lady sitting in front of him!! Not only that. His face nearly fell on her. O O ..... please...

Mrs cannot-take-it finally stand up and wanted to move away. Mr high-on-drugs din budge.. Till a kind indian man who was noticing the whole incident gave him a pat on the shoulder. He woke up from his sombre and gave space. After which he slept into a trance again..

He alighted at the same stop as me and ran across the road. looked frantically around and went to the payphone to give a call..

While walking home, I constantly looked around to make sure he wasnt behind me. Else he mistook me for a girl how?? and rape me??? Piangz.

Dont take drugs kids..

roar! - 9:38 AM

changing gears

Heat's rising, ignition's warming.
depressed accelerator x 3.
Engaged gear,
Released handbrake,
Accelerate, while releasing clutch to biting point.
Get set... Get ready..

5,4,3,2....1... GO!

roar! - 9:32 AM
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
bloody cold lectures u have there

So far so cold for my lessons in SIM. Havent really started studying.. At least not till my RT's over. This is really taking up my time and disrupting my schedule. I guess I would really start studying once my RT's cleared.. Which will occur very very soon.

LT's really cold nowadays, even though is packed to the brim. Lets break down the lectures slowly.

ICP - quite interesting, but decided to entertain myself in some other ways.
Coldness factor - 4 ice-creams

ESAP - Is quite boring, might get better towards the end.
Coldness factor - 2 ice-creams

MM - Cannot study, always play a fool.
Coldness factor - 2 ice-creams

CF - Cannot follow, stiff everywhere.
Coldness factor - 4 ice-creams

Food in school sucks. Mee taste like rubber band. Chicken rice cold. Kuay teow tasteless.

Sad sad

roar! - 2:55 PM
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