my monstrous world

Thursday, November 17, 2005
flashback

Been looking through my previous posts on my blog. And I finally came to this conclusion. Firstly, my mind's in a mess, secondly, my blog's unorganised, thirdly, not very ''thought-provocative'' and lastly, not very interesting...cos got no pretty girl pictures.. Haha.

But hey, I tell myself.. Aiya, why do I have to make a nice nice blog just to make others have the impression that..

" Wah, your blog very nice leh.''

''Wah, you know a lot of pretty girls leh.''

''wah, you damn cool person.''

Or..

''Very funny, very ansty, very beng,'' etc etc etc.. you know the works..

Why must I manage my impression everytime, even when I am writing on my OWN blog. Weirdness eh..hmmms..

Sometimes, I think we are just large flock of sheeps and tend to follow social norms because of the fear of rejection if we do deviate from normality bah..

roar! - 12:36 AM
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